L Y R I C S

Take Me Home

Early morning
Sun is shining through my window
In my eyes
I could try to get annoyed
But I don’t care
Not this time
Today’s the day
You take me home
I’ve been waiting for so long…

And I feel awake
And I feel the day

Something’s burning
Fire everywhere inside my
Tiny space
I could try to get upset
But I don’t care
Not this time
Today’s the day
I’m goin’ home
I’ve been waiting for so long…

And I feel awake
And I feel the day

If It’s Dark Enough

So it’s gettin’ dark and you appear
And I also want you here
And I wonder if it’s dark enough
For you to thrill me?

Now it’s here, the strangest day of all
And we are standing still
Our eyes got used to darkness,
Made light sink
Deeper

And we are hiding for a while
And we are chasin’ our fears
No more the night is safe
We disappear, too

And in denial for a while
Feelin’ as if on trial
And still not knowin’ if it’s dark enough for…

And we are starin’ for a while
Feelin’ as if on trial
And then we kinda dance

And we are hiding for a while
And we are losin’ years
In our chase…
We disappear, too

And we are starin’ for a while
Feelin’ as if on trial
And still not knowin’ if it’s dark enough for…

And we are lying for a while
As we are chasin’ our fears
No more the night is safe
We disappear, too

And we are starin’ for a while
Feelin’ as if on trial
And then we kinda dance
Away

You came here
Took control
Fyi
It feels sore

You came here
Dug the hole
Still don’t know
If it’s dark enough for…

If You So Wish

Just tonight
My pace is suspiciously slow and I
Don’t wanna know about you

How you’ve been I’m so
Sorry but it’s me never you

So what can I do shall I
Trip myself over your
TV set? please no
I don’t think so
Seems like neither do you

I’m so sorry but I don’t know what I ‘m
Sorry for this time
Slidin’ into the void and also

Lowered self esteem
Not that it’s been
Triggered by you for real

But I feel helplessly sad and
Broken and anxious and ill
Nothing like you always knew
So try not to blame me these
Days if you can
Or do it if you so wish

Just tonight it feels late
To devote myself to
Another taste of you
In my dream
Seems like nothing is getting any better

I’m stuck I can’t breathe
I’m so helplessly far away

It’s late
Shall I stop resetting my
108 and give in

I’m so sorry but I don’t know what I ‘m
Sorry for this time
Slidin’ into the void and also

Lowered self esteem
Not that it’s been
Triggered by you for real

But I feel helplessly sad and
Broken and anxious and ill
Nothing like you always knew
So try not to blame me these
Days if you can
Or do it if you so wish

Elegy

Will I need to leave my own design
My little cloud high in the sky

Will I see your eyes
Trying to stop me
And hold me back
Without a thought

Stretching out your hand with a smile
And give me that ease from you inside

Always there
Always there for me

Do I need to win at any price and
Ask myself if that sufficed

What if hope has gone away
Some time ago
I don’t even know when

It’s getting late tonight
everybody’s out of reach
pain is rising too
I don’t know what to do
and I write it down in blue

Halloween

Got lost in obsession?
She’s not what it seems
Lookin’ so perfect
She must be your dream

Beware
Don’t fall asleep as she wants to kill you
Strangle your love and keep you alive
Oh oh oh

Alone
On haloween
She’s all into you
You’re home on haloween
And she’s goin’ to kill you

Alone
On haloween
She’s takin’ your soul
Bury your love underground
In the garden
Oh oh oh

Got lost in obsession?
She’s not what it seems
More like a reflection of
Your self-esteem

She’s there
Don’t fall asleep as she wants to kill you
Strangle your love and keep you alive
Oh oh oh

Alone
On haloween
She’s all into you
You’re home on haloween
You are done for

Alone
On haloween
She’s takin’ your soul
Bury your love underground
In the garden
Oh oh oh

Saddest Song

Does it feel it’s all to late?
Does it feel it’s over now?
Does it feel it’s always dark?
Does it feel things fall apart?

Does it feel like saddest song?
Does it feel it’s simply wrong?
Does it feel you dance alone?
Does it feel as cold as stone?

Where The Nights Start

This day is coming to an end
I got no space left to descent
So when you turn away from me
My eyes are willing to be seen,

I’m missing everything to date and
Celebrate my distant fate
Your face embraced the obvious kiss
And let my body be dismissed,

So I am facing your divine and try not
To be banned this time
I’ll contact all my feelings now
And send them far above the sky

Where the nights start…

Right this moment, I believe in me
Right this moment, in this story
Right this moment, lack of vision
Right this moment, in decision:

I’m not giving up my future and
I’m not dying for this world

It seems I’m tired of belief
As now it’s even hard to breathe
It’s when you walk away from me,
My mind is puzzled to be me

I’m missing everything to date
I think I’ve never been so plain
My mind is scanning for my fist
To let my body be dismissed

So I am gasping for your time
And try not to be banned this time
I’ll contact all my feelings now
And send them far above the sky

Where the nights start…

Right this moment, I believe in me
Right this moment, in this story
Right this moment, lack of vision
Right this moment, in decision

Just To Stay Alive

Take your eyes off me
So you’ll better see
What goes on inside my head

Fiction woven through me
Fooling with my mind again
Just to stay alive

Fingers rest on keys
Staring at the screen
nothing’s up and no one’s here

Void is sucking me in
Nothing ‘s present here and now
There’s no will to strive

The Happiest Day

It seems like the happiest day I’ve ever lost in my life
Seems like the happiest day

It seems like the happiest day I’ve ever lost in my life
Seems like the happiest day
Today
Today

How could I ever know before
How could I ever know before

It happpened
Before it happpened

Took me away
Took me away
Tore me apart

It seems like the happiest day I’ve ever lost in my life
Seems like the happiest day
Today
Today